My Poem “The Bad Days”

At twilight hour I throw
my hope for the future into the fire,
as I look back over my shoulder
and I wonder why did it all fall asunder -
why did everything fall apart,
why did I make the mistakes I made,
why did I allow someone to once again
capture my heart and take me
for an emotional ride to a place
from where I now feel disgrace?
Maybe this is my penance for something
I might have done in a past life?
Maybe this is the end that has always awaited me:
a pain in the chest that hurts
like being stabbed by a knife?
It's all my own fault, of course -
I know that it is...
It's always me who finds himself 
on the losing side of a game
that he was never meant to win.
Why does this always happen?
Why me? Why now? Why then?
I thought today was special,
I really did...
I thought today was beautiful -
but I did not see the demon
who was hidden behind the smile
of the face I thought I knew so well
but who in truth was the face of a witch.
As evening becomes night
I look at the glowing light in front of me
and I hope and I pray that I will be saved
from the pain of yesterday -
because I do not believe that I deserve
to feel this way time and again;
or maybe this repeating pattern is my true fate?
As I prepare myself for what awaits me,
after all the lights go out,
I close my eyes still holding onto hope
that tomorrow will be a true new beginning
and a step towards the good
and away from all the bad days.

A Poem A Day #204: Starbucks

“Starbucks” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #203: My N.Y.

“My N.Y.” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #201: Sawing Voice

“Sawing Voice” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #200: Saw Lady of the Subway

“Saw Lady of the Subway” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #199: The City

“The City” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #198: Seat 32C

“Seat 32C” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #197: My Face

“My Face” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

A Poem A Day #196: Lightning Bug

“Lightning Bug” by Mark Hastings was taken from Mark’s poetry collection ‘The Sound of Mark’ which was published in 2014 by Zeloo Media. Check out more of Mark’s poetry online @ http://MarkThePoet.Me – all poems © Mark Hastings

My Poem “Honour Among Poets”

Poets would not, should not,
and could not steel from one another -
however a poet may deliberately,
or perhaps unknowingly,
be inspired by another poet
to create their own work of word art...
the poetry of poets always echoes
beyond the page they are written upon -
even before there was the printing press,
the telegram, the telephone, the fax,
the Internet, email and social media
the inspiration of a poet spread far and wide
by the use of word of mouth...
poets have their own thought process,
their own writing style,
their own tried and tested truth
that they like to share that can be
as vague as a cloud or as direct as a dart...
the poems of poets may speak volumes
about who they are and what drives them artistically
while at the same being as short as a sonnet...
poets wake up every day looking,
listening, and experiencing things
differently than those around them -
and sometimes poets can look at
the same something that they looked at
only the day before and see something
unique and worth remembering,
repeating, and sharing...
poetry comes from familiarity
as well as from uncertainty...
poetry comes from the mind
as well as from the soul of an artist
and the connection that they have
to a source of creation as powerful
as the sun's rays upon a garden
that inspires all forms of life
to collect and spread nature's natural energy...
poets are the interpreters as well
as the guides to what is ordinarily
overlooked by those who sometimes
only see the world in black and white...
poetry is the expression and the echo
of someone who has alot to say
but who may sometimes find it hard
to express in person their thoughts,
their feelings, their experiences and their desires -
and while some might use the poetry of others
to extend and deepen their insight into the human soul
those who are sensitive to such things
can rest assured that there will always
be honour among poets.